Do not ask me. But there is something which is nagging my mind. The worst part is that I have no clue what is in my mind.
The feeling I have is something less positive. Some sort of worries but I do not know what sort of worries that can be or may be the fact is tomorrow is Christmas…. Christmas! I can not understnad that. Anyways, whenever I am anxious all I can think about is food and also more about unhealthy food.
However, my christmas gifts are done (In the photo are only teo out of many) and I soon put aside my notebooks and instead start reading Harry Potter.
No words is needed….
Now it is cold. I am going to manage this winter? My ears, fingers and feets are feeling cold both inside and outside. Should I look like the michelin? May be as long as I can keep me warm. My fingers are always truning pinkish when the temprature is under 0… Even when I have my super winter gloves… Something is wrong for sure.
Yestarday evening was one of those days when the brain goes 150 % and all the thoughts makes no sense. Somehow, the time passed by and I was thinking about where I want to be in the future. This sort fo thoguths should never happen before bed, never, becasue the thought does not stop. So next time I saw the time, the clock indicated the bed had passed for long time ago.
I am guessing everyone is facing this sort of days every now and then. However, today is less great day, my mood is haning in from last night. But the best part is I am meeting my family today for dinner at home. It is on time to meet them again.
Very very last, I think I need a break from my phone. To be 24/7 reachable is tyring too….
Well there is elk in the way and any way I tried to get on the back I could not. Either it was to high up or I had too much on me such a back protection, three layers of pants etc.
Any way, sometimes things are ment to be tried and be a failure. The only thing I can do is to learn and try to ignore the big elk in the way or try an other methods.
We are half way in the week! 😀
What a day. It feels like the days with bad news does not end. Not only can not my friend and I manage a skype evening. But now I got to know, the dress won’t arrive till the Diwali festival. I had so much hope to get my dress on time. May be that is the thing, timings are not the strongest side for many people. Therefore I have to look on my old dresses what to wear and I am totally lost. One thing is for sure, I can not wear a black dress for Diwali. The festival for light!
Any way, this is a small issue.
You know the feeling when you are looking on old photos and realizing how much you have done during the past years. Also, realizing where did the time go and it is impossible to find a good answer. So, while looking on my old photos, from trips, friends and also my old drawings i realized I was not that good on drawing. But, sketching was my time for only me and what have done? I should start with the sketching again. I should and may be cut down the gym. But it is so hard to not go to te gym.
Anyway, I have done some more work which is on my computer, but not many. Most of my sketches are not with me anymore and most likely been burned up with all the garbages. Anyway, it is always fun to look on old photos and truly I have to print some photos if anything happens with my computer, cloud or external harddisk.
Oh yes, it is the season of sickness…. I have felt how the cold has arrived in my body. The throat is hurting and coughing. How will I be able to work out tomorrow evening if I am like this now? Damn fall. Not only the weather is getting worst for every day and now I have to be sick…. Not okay