Okay, I knew my sleep would be very less, but not this much lack of sleep.
At 4:30 am my body was ready to have breakfast, even though at the nigh I had milk and eggs… My stomach was screaming for breakfast at the same time my mind was not ready to get up from the cozy bed. But, from 5:30 am my stomach was screaming even heavier like an idiot and did not give me any rest. Therefore, the only option I had was to get up and eat breakfast.
On the other side, while having breakfast and this breakfast was a long before college started provided me the oppertunity to watch a Bollywood movie. To watch a bollywood movie in the morning is a luxury.
The movie was Gajinhi, it was sometime ago I watch the movie, and also may be the movie is not really morning movie, but which movie is a morning movie? In the end, I really like Aamir Khan as an actor and the movie is good overall, but in the songs Aamir look really ridiculous.
the pic is taken from google.
Last evening was my first work shift after 3 months without work. What I felt, was I had forgot some part of the routines, but after some more shifts and I will be as good as before.
After the work I manage to take a fast stop at the gym to do cardio for 33 minutes. More or less to move my legs and create more hunger. The thing is, my shift got over at 22 and around that time my stomach start scream for food. To be able to eat with enjoyment, the best option is to work out and be even more hungry before eggs and warm milk.
One thing I most say, even after my diet in India, when I ate a lot of eggs every day at least 6 eggs. Still I love boiled eggs and can eat eggs every day without any problems. EGGS are awesome.
So, at 11 pm I was at the gym and worked out, and I know I am going to face the sleeping problems tomorrow. But, that is okay, I needed to work out, because it takes time to relax and calm down after a shift.
A night in Stockholm has lights also in the darkness.
Walking home in the night in Stockholm during Christmas time is not too bad. The city has light all around, the walking streets have lights and also christmas carlos. Kungsträdgården has the Christmas market and ice skatingring. Lovely.
The only less great thing is the temprature is a bit too cold for me. But, hopefully my body getting use to the cold and more warm clothes.
What a day. I have done my laundry, grocery shopping for this week and clean my apartment, final call I am studying now!
Everything is done and now I can study till the evening arrives. A Indian friend is coming over at my place to cook Indian food in my super small kitchen. The plan is to make chicken and chapati. Well, I can not say I know how to make chapati, so he is going to teach me, let see how it turns out. I am going to take a lot of photos and evaluate our cooking skills.
Also, after the dinner and so on, I am of course going to the gym for cardio. But that will be in the night.
This photo is taken near to Alvik. The buildings with all the lights are really beautiful and with the water reflexing the light.
Today is a war between me and me. I fell asleep at 2:30 in the morning while listening on a book (Sune i Ullared). So good book and Sune ahs always been one of my top books since I 4th standard in school). Anyway, in the end of my sleep less night, I started to watch titlis busy kitchen(this is to her website) on youtube and got really hungry on Indian food. This huge craving for chicken in all sort of masala Yummy!. But, instead of eating Indian food I started to look on my own food pictures. They are a few
Also, I must say, thank god for good makeup after this sort of nights. THe only thing which is in a mess is my hair and my mind.
May be this situation is because of myself and none else. But, I wish I could blame on someone else than on myself. First of all, I had coffee way too late for my own best. second I was at the gym at 9:30-10:20 pm, and at last, I am having tea right now.
The thing is, I had a early night last night (I slept at 10 pm which is very unusual).
The time is 11:15 and it feels like I can go to the gym one more time. Why does this happen? This is second time that I can not sleep on time. Also, there is somethings on my mind which I can not stop thinking which is nagging me more than ever.
So may be in the end I can not sleep is not because of the gym, coffee or the tea and all comes down to my mind. THis feeling of wanna speak up or change something but do not know how. Well, I have to wait till the time arrives.
Now, I am listning on The Fray and relaxing. Life is too funny sometime.
Since 4:15 in the morning, every now and than I woked up and fell asleep again. I was awake when the newspaper arrived again 4:30 and 5:30 and 5:45 and at 6:30 and final 7 when I decided to get up. So irritated to wake up too many times and when I fell alseep at 23:45. Anyway, today is Saturday and I am going to study for some time and than go and do bodybalance to stretch my body.
Hopfully you had much nicer night than me.
This is from the north of Sweden so peaceful.
Last night was horrible, I have not felt anything like this before.
From 10:30 pm to 4 am I was awake. Everytime i tried to fall alseep my mind started to processing about what I want to do and where. With that mind it is really hard to relax and fall asleep. Instead the mind made me stressed up and not at all tired.
At 3 am I thoguht I shoudl may be go to the gym, but I did not want to leave my bed… Instead I heard the news paper arrived and my hunger build up very fast. Till the end, my mind could not make me more stressed up even thou it tried I slept heavly after 4.
The alarm clock started 6 am and since than I have been up and feeling good. Not to tired but I am waiting for the bomb to come and hit me hard.
I am so lucky that I met my friend for servel years ago at a sketching evening class. We met when we were in 9th standard. So I have almost known her for 10 years. So, this is her last week in Stockholm before she goes back to Italy. Therefore, we met today and went out to a local place. We did not know what was on the time table. But, we got to know there was live music, a swedish artis. What is sad is I do knot her name. But her voice was clear and good. Really good to be live.
I hope you had a nice sleep which is the opposite for me. My neighbor had again a party to 5/6 am. During the night I woke up many times and at 5:45 I was clear awake and a screaming stomach.
Well, therefore the whole morning was delegated to put aside winter shoes, jacket and so on.
Also, maybe one of the best things are I got the time to put aside my perfume bottles in a box. The box is half full with all different shapes, colors, senses of perfume bottles.
The perfume bottles are one of my greats collections. More right my collections of perfume bottles and handbags. I will never throw away my perfume bottles, they are just laying in a box, but they are so beautiful to look at. Also, they are memories from holidays, a typical to get a perfume bottle in the duty free area.