Once again home sickness hit me more badly than ever. I have been standing in a crossroad.
After arriving 2011 my home sickness has hit me at least once a year. Either for semester or studies. The thing is in India I have my families and friends and on top of the culture.
Right now, I am stuck in a bad home sickness and feeling it is time to travel back and meet my families. There is a big BUT, college is over on January and hopefully I will be back home which mean I have to wait for 4 more month to meet them. May be Bollywood is not the greatest thing to see while being home sick…
I love you so much.
I might have not done the best decsion yesterday. Even yesterday I was kind of low, or a lot. My body was cold and I think I drank 5 cups of tea with honey. Yes I beleive tea and honey helps, it must. Even when I felt very cold and low with energy my body called me to go to the gym. So, the only option I had was to go to the gym and did a easy work out. A power walk for 40 min, to get the energy out of my body. The machine was moved up and down while I did my power walk (not a good sign). Also, when I came back home I could not fall alseep before 11:30-00 pm… What is wrong?
Moreover, today I am feeling much better all becuase of tea, honey and the gym. Also today I think I can visit my parents after college to get some proper food. It is a nightmare to cook dinner and lunch while being sick. My dinner did not turn out that good (too much chilli).
Yesterday was not that great day.
To be sick and have to make your own dinner is horrible. To stand up and cook while cooking you sip tea from a huge cup which by the way feels 10 times more heavier than normal.
As you can hear, yesterday was not that great day. Every now and than I make this small stupid things and I did a stupid thing yesterday.
Instead of watching a Hollywood movie I decided to watch two Bollywood movies. After the first movie I was kind of home sick but after the second moive was a bit too much.
The second movie was an other girl movie. Yea, I kind of liking girl movies, they have everything humour, love, and drama without fight and so on. The name of the movie was Wake up Sid.
I must say it is a good movie a bit cheesy. However the best part is there is no kiss or sex scene, becasue that is something I hate with Hollywood movies all the kissing and sex scenes in a movie. Really I do not want to see that sort of scenes.
The movie is about a guy Sid who is trying to figure out what he want to do after college. Sid is spoild and have never needed to lift a finger in the house. Than at the farwell party he meet a girl Aisha who is new in Mumbai.
No gym for me today, instead I decided to take it easy and drink a lot of tea. The tea is to keep me warm because I am feeling very cold and my head is heavy.
So, instead of the gym I started to watch a bollywood movie. Yes, and this one is also a very girl movie. THe name of the movie is Luv ka the end, all is about girl power.
The movie is a bit stupid however, the movie makes me happy and easy to watch. May be the movie is a good movie when I am sick and tired. Also, this is a movie which is possible to watch for any age.
I saw my host families photos and everything become heavy. How amazing would it not be to have every important person near by and not 14 hours flight away.
Even if I lived in India for 2 years and I want to see other countries or more right study in an other country then India. But I can die to meet my families in India.
They are everything for me. The question is when will we meet again?
Or having dinner with aai, baba, brother and sister. Also just opposite of the house aba and adji is living. On the second floor of the building my uncles and they families are staying. All the life.
Well, how amazing is it only because I saw photo on baba and I got home sickness.
For some days ago when I was the most sick, I visited my parents.
A reason is, at my parents house it is possible to watch TV. They have food. I do have food, but more a like typical student food. Also, I do have a TV but I have not got the technical equipment to transform from fiber network to the TV.
However, at that day, my mom and me decided to open the calendar from the Body shop. The reason we made, we should open the calender now. There for we do not buy anything which we need instead of waiting and see if we might get the product from the calender.
Luckily we opened and got so many useful products.
Some of the products I got were Shower gel with satsuma fruit extract, Strawberry body polish and on top of that is mango hand cleanse gel. The hand cleanse gel goes down in my bag to India. The other two are probably too big and heavy for a trip to India.
The weight issue, 23 KG luggage….
Well, today has not happened anything special, just been studying the day. My head is heavy after 200 pages of reading and still I got 200 more to complete.
There for, I can not say I am happy today. Today is a horrible day, I think it has been raining the whole day.
Also, I am still not well from the cold and all alone with my books. Happy day!
Today has been a hectic day.
First of all college at 8 after that study. But at 1 was a really important meeting in the northern part of Stockholm. There for let see how the meeting went in the end of November.
However after the meeting I became really sick. I have from 4 been laying on the sofa and tried to study. Well, at least I have completed a next about leadership and sex. Also I’m very glad to have kitchen paper next to me.
Right now I am worried if I can work on Friday or not. Because if I m this sick on Thursday night/friday I can’t work at all…
The whole morning from 6:30 to 11:30 has been delegated to my studies. With an hour break was to get dressed and so on.
However, now I have to pack my backpack with some literature and go to college. The reason for my visit in college today, is not only to print out old exams, but to go to a meeting. The meeting is about volunteer work in college second hand books store.
I have been drinking tea with honey the whole last evening and this morning. Pry for my cold will be gone till Friday so I can work!
Also, I am having huge craving for sweets right now, but hey I have not had chocolate since August, proved of myself.
Well, I met up my group to write our paper about organization.
The degrees were 6 plus but I was freezing to my bones.
There for, I have no energy to do anything then laying in my bed and watching Narnia. I might having a Narnia marathon tonight, if it is possible. But my feelings are that I am going to be asleep at 9 PM.