Friday and everything is a mess

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Today is a war between me and me. I fell asleep at 2:30 in the morning while listening on a book (Sune i Ullared). So good book and Sune ahs always been one of my top books since I 4th standard in school). Anyway, in the end of my sleep less night, I started to watch titlis busy kitchen(this is to her website) on youtube and got really hungry on Indian food. This huge craving for chicken in all sort of masala Yummy!. But, instead of eating Indian food I started to look on my own food pictures. They are a few

Also, I must say, thank god for good makeup after this sort of nights. THe only thing which is in a mess is my hair and my mind.

Brand personality

Yesterday evening was delecated to Rotaract. This team is always lovely to meet. Anyways, yesterday was something extra. The speaker spoke about brand personlity, how to create and what to think about to brand yourself.  The topic is very important for everyone in the academics and in work life. People communicate 24/7, even when we do not want.
Anyway, the lady requested us to figure out what I am good on what is my vission, mission and so on. What is my story so people will remember me. Also, may be the most important what will the other say about me when I am not in the room.

Really, this is so important to think about, becasue the most important is to be consistent with my statements, view and acting to be TRUE. So, if I do not know who I am, how can I than be consistent and true toward myself and other?

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The dinner, meatloaf with lingon berries and potatoes. After a week with veg. food this was too good. Little sad the meatloaf was so less.

Sleepless night once again, this is my new thing!

May be this situation is because of myself and none else. But, I wish I could blame on someone else than on myself. First of all, I had coffee way too late for my own best. second I was at the gym at 9:30-10:20 pm, and at last, I am having tea right now.
The thing is, I had a early night last night (I slept at 10 pm which is very unusual).
The time is 11:15 and it feels like I can go to the gym one more time. Why does this happen? This is second time that I can not sleep on time. Also, there is somethings on my mind which I can not stop thinking which is nagging me more than ever.

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So may be in the end I can not sleep is not because of the gym, coffee or the tea and all comes down to my mind. THis feeling of wanna speak up or change something but do not know how. Well, I have to wait till the time arrives.
Now, I am listning on The Fray and relaxing. Life is too funny sometime.

Curry pizza

Yesterday evening was really nice, after 2 months without work I was back at the office and meet this amazing people once again. I must say my coworkers are the best, we work like a team. Anyway, yesterday was stuff meeting so at the meeting we got pizza for dinner. For the first time I tried curry pizza. The pizza had a intresting taste, curry, chicken and banana, a bit too sweet for my taste.

however, today is a new day with a lot of activites such as studies till 11 than lunch, college 1-4 pm, meeting up a friend at the station. From 6-8:30 is Rotaract meeting after the meeting is of course gym time for 40 minutes and the final stop is the bed. So, I won’t have time to do updats today.

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My wired soup, I did not really have time to make think what I was making for lunch, instead I put everything in my cooker. At least my lunch was healthy!

Love it but is this really me?

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I must say that I never though that I was one of the people wearing a cap. But, in the area where I am living in, this brand and this sort of cap is very common and people are wearing it till and from food store, the gym and so on. So many wear this sort of cap during the weekends. So, somehow I thought Hey I want a cap like that for the lazy . This sort of days when I do not wear makeup, or when I wish to hide my face or hair. This hat is there with me very often when I go to the gym.
To sum up, the area where I am living has an influence on me, but hopefully not in a bad way. This sort of influence is something many are facing, but do not want to be honest with themself or other about how much the environment effect them.

Home and nowhere

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Today has been a lazy day. I have only been at home. I had laundry time in the morning, but desicded the laundry can wait till the weekend. Instead of laundry time my morning was spend with the new course in statistics. That subject is not my cup of tea, yet. But who knows, I might change.
Anyway later today I am going home to my parents too see what sort of makeup I can get from my mom. Hopefully she has some really nice lipsticks. Of course, I in the evening I am going to the gym for a work out. My biggest problem is, I can not skip the gym.

Welcome to my home

For almost a year ago the frensh brand Sephora opened the first store in Stockholm. May be I should be embarest that yesterday was the first time for me to  be in the store. I have never been in the store earlier. The reason is, I haven’t had the need to buy makeup. I have too much of makeup beside I do not have eyliner with natural color. I thought for the upcoming halloween party I am planing to use a lot of eyemake up therefore I needed this two new eyeliner.
The eyeliners are Sephora brand which I have never used before (Normally the brands I use for eyeliner is Estee lauder and clinique), so this will be intresting to see how the queality is. One thing is for sure, the pencil is very soft which can be good because I am going to apply the liner on the sensative part of the eye.

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