I want to bake and bake and bake

Next week is first of December which means Christmas is around the courner.

While my family is out of town, my plan is to stay in Stockholm and work but also to study. That means I am going to celebrate without my family! I have celebrated christmas without my family before, but than I have been abroad. Somehow this feels wired, we will be in same country but not together.

Some years ago our gingerbread house was full decorated with sweets. I must say, the house look okay. To decorate the house is the so much of fun!

Anyways, I have the major craving for baking. I have been thinking about what should I bake, the only thing I have manage to figure out is it has to be something with Christmas. What I am going to bake is something I have no idea. Has anyone  good ideas or tips for Christmas baking?
I want to get this Christmas feeling and listing to Carlos while baking. Time to get Christmas mood on!

I am back

Last evening was my first work shift after 3 months without work. What I felt, was I had forgot some part of the routines, but after some more shifts and I will be as good as before.

After the work I manage to take a fast stop at the gym to do cardio for 33 minutes. More or less to move my legs and create more hunger. The thing is, my shift got over at 22 and around that time my stomach start scream for food. To be able to eat with enjoyment, the best option is to work out and be even more hungry before eggs and warm milk.
One thing I most say, even after my diet in India, when I ate a lot of eggs every day at least 6 eggs. Still I love boiled eggs and can eat eggs every day without any problems. EGGS are awesome.

So, at 11 pm I was at the gym and worked out, and I know I am going to face the sleeping problems tomorrow. But, that is okay, I needed to work out, because it takes time to relax and calm down after a shift.

It is now or never

All the other Harry potter books have been read many times before, but never the final book. But, now it is the time to read the final book.

So many have read all the books and loved them. Myself is one of them who love Harry Potter books to read about about a fantasy world. Somehow I ahve never manage to read the last book, even though the book has been with me for years. Also, to be one of the people to say I like the Harry Potter books but never opened the last book, the reactions are: HOW CAN YOU?! THE LAST BOOK IS THE BEST ONE.

Well, the last book might be the best one, earlier I did not feel to read the book due to all the pages and the less common words. But, now, now is the time for me to read this book and hopefully finish it too! If, I do not find any better book to read….

One of the best parts with my parents house…

When ever I get the time and energy to travel to my parents house, I do that. So, today I am here at my parents house and studying.

I do not know when they ae coming home or if I ahve to cook the dinner. One of the reason I am here is because I do not want to cook one more meal or at least one more meal for only me. Anyone who is living alone, knows the feeling of: Oh no, dinner time again and I do not even feel for cooking proper meal for myself and eat alone… Sight…

Anyways, I have this luxury to drink coffee from South America which taste much much better than the coffee from Gevalia, Löfbergs Lila.

Anyways, my feet are feeling could, and the darkness have already arrived so that means, time to light some candls.

Voluspa makes the best candles with senses. Normal candles with some sense can smell good before they are lighted and without any sense. While, Voluspa candles create this strong sense and lasting for long time. On top of that, the candles are in cute metal boxes! 🙂

 

Bodybalance for today

I have not been to a bodybalance workout for sometime but today I fianlly attened a work out. My body feels like it has become 10 cm taller. Anyway, the bodybalance is not heavy workout but streaching out some part of the body is easy to forget that we have. One other thing I like with bodybalance it is the balacne part, to concentrate on your inner part of the body. To be able to concentrate on me right here and now. I am guessing everyone need me-time and today was the bodybalance mine me-time.

Now, of to my parents house. Have a lovely day

When none is around

Yea, when none is around at the gym it is possible to be yourself more than ever. Anything from cardio and laugh to a funny program or take funny photos. So, that is one of the reason I love being at the gym after the normals hours. None is there to see me and I can focus more on me and think more clear.
towever Today, was a less great day at the gym, too many people and I could not feel free to work out. On the other side, I miss Golds Gym at 3 when it was only my PT and me also with few house wifes. The best gym I have ever been too.

I cannot wait any more

The time for the dress to arrive has taking so long time. Hopefully the dress is worth the waiting. DHL had written the dress was going to arrive last Monday, but when the evening had pass there was no dress. Today DHL had removed the date of arriving. Thankfully I spoke with a lady at DHL and she told me the dress is arriving tomorrow! The first thing I will do is to try the dress, I am keeping my fingers crossed that the dress is fitting me. My dress is the right dress, longer than the original one. But I have great feeling that the right dress will be better than anything else!

If the dress is fitting me perfect I am going to wear it during the Diwali festival which Indian culture center arranging.

Red can never be wrong

I get this periods of using something almos every day, which I normally don’t. This time after the halloween party with the black nail polish. I realized nail polish is really nice to have, it add some color. So, last night I was searching in my box with nail polishes (I have got a lot of that too)… And found different shades of red, everything frommore orange red to dark dark almost brown red and blood red. Becasue of the dark season, fall/winter. I decided the best color is not too brigt

I use this Sally Hansen and the color is very nice, but I do not know how good the queality is or where I got it from. Anyways, who cares as long as the color stay for sometime, which it has.

Friday and everything is a mess

Today is a war between me and me. I fell asleep at 2:30 in the morning while listening on a book (Sune i Ullared). So good book and Sune ahs always been one of my top books since I 4th standard in school). Anyway, in the end of my sleep less night, I started to watch titlis busy kitchen(this is to her website) on youtube and got really hungry on Indian food. This huge craving for chicken in all sort of masala Yummy!. But, instead of eating Indian food I started to look on my own food pictures. They are a few

Also, I must say, thank god for good makeup after this sort of nights. THe only thing which is in a mess is my hair and my mind.

Sleepless night once again, this is my new thing!

May be this situation is because of myself and none else. But, I wish I could blame on someone else than on myself. First of all, I had coffee way too late for my own best. second I was at the gym at 9:30-10:20 pm, and at last, I am having tea right now.
The thing is, I had a early night last night (I slept at 10 pm which is very unusual).
The time is 11:15 and it feels like I can go to the gym one more time. Why does this happen? This is second time that I can not sleep on time. Also, there is somethings on my mind which I can not stop thinking which is nagging me more than ever.

So may be in the end I can not sleep is not because of the gym, coffee or the tea and all comes down to my mind. THis feeling of wanna speak up or change something but do not know how. Well, I have to wait till the time arrives.
Now, I am listning on The Fray and relaxing. Life is too funny sometime.